Who doesn't love the beginning of the relationship? It's magical, everything is happy. It's all rainbows and puppies.Can it last?
It's the one doubt I have every day. When will he come to his senses and move on? When will he be like every other schmuck and hurt me? When will I screw it up?
I try to remain positive because negativity and self-doubt will kill it. They'll drive me nuts and then I'll drive him nuts.
But hey - I am ever the optimist. I'm waiting for my fairy tale. I know - it's ridiculous - life isn't a fairy tale. But I still wait for it.
Maybe this one is...it would be quite a tale.
Rainbow courtesy of hannafosho.
