Wednesday, July 1, 2009

The Beginning...

Who doesn't love the beginning of the relationship? It's magical, everything is happy. It's all rainbows and puppies.

Can it last?

It's the one doubt I have every day. When will he come to his senses and move on? When will he be like every other schmuck and hurt me? When will I screw it up?

I try to remain positive because negativity and self-doubt will kill it. They'll drive me nuts and then I'll drive him nuts.

But hey - I am ever the optimist. I'm waiting for my fairy tale. I know - it's ridiculous - life isn't a fairy tale. But I still wait for it.

Maybe this one would be quite a tale.

Rainbow courtesy of hannafosho.